NATIOYUJIN

talking is hard because i have to act like everything is so simple when it's not...

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The reason I talk to much is because I like to explain things.

When I can.

And I want to make u understand what I mean. I want to communicate.

I want share what I think and feel.

I want to give you me. If you don't understand what I mean then we aren't communicating.

Therefore nothing from me is shared to you.

The reason I talk in a "weird" way is because I try to explain things the best I can and/or manipulate you the way I want you the best I can.

This needs to show my thought and feelings which is why lots of things I say seem abnormal since they aren't really the same other people would say and it seems really open.

I seem like an open person. I know.

But there is a complex universe behind every mark I make.

Maybe forever unknown to you.

If I don't talk to you it means:

1. I don't wanna bother/annoy/make u feel negative/gagahahyyaya wtvr. you. (I hate starting convo usually btw)

2. You make me feel uncomfortable. This can be because of something you did which offended me (disgusting me), because I felt our relationship was unstable and talking wasn't a move I wanted to make,or you were boring to talk to- or maybe I should say draining. I will usually still reply just to not hurt your feelings but I might just finally stop especially if you did something I considered bad enough to make you unworthy of me to reply to.

3. Idk what to say.

4. Maybe I'm nervous ;-;

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i am such a dream.

that dream broke.

maybe.

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